You have to feel it first before you say your line. Pretend I did a movie that I deserve an explanation. I deserve an acceptable reason. No one from here.  You are.  I deserve an explanation. I deserve an acceptable reason. Win win win. It’s possible. Thanks you. Thank you. I’m nervous. I see your fight. You’re great.

Thank you.  When I grow up I will imitate you. I’m boxing. You want to fight we It’s not just a joke.  And Ema is supporting Piolo their meet training. Job straight hook. Job straight hook. Job straight hook. Job. Job. Job straight. Job straight. Job straight. Yes. Okay. You can. Nice. Nice.

You have power. Nothing Just a hobby. Just a hobby. So sir exchange.  Ah don’t don’t b  i’m still working  yeah. It’s hard for me to get hit here.  Thank you. Thank you.  Thank you man if it’s your passion that’s if you really want to go all out Besides, just concentrate on that. But don’t forget about your studies.

Are you a professional in boxing?  You just keep going. You already inspired by what your dad has achieved. That skill set is also really important you seem to always you never rest in your laurels. Can give advice no. What’s your background? yet. Besides, that’s okay. I think every defeat uh should mean something, should encourage you to strive for something better.

Because it’s not always victory, doesn’t always win, right? Give you only have your heart and the passion are you there? Jeso, what advice do you have? to me? Oh,  continue to serve God to improve on Acting. All right.  Yes. All right. I will do that. Are you a Christian?  Yes. Yes, I’m a Christian too.  Nice. Yes. Yes. That’s our center.

When you don’t have God in your life, it’s hard as if you don’t have peace. More it’s good that you have a master so you know and it’s secure path to take. Amen.  Ladies and gentlemen, Piolo Pacquia. I am Eman Pacquiao. I’m Piola Pacquiao. That’s IKMJS. IKM ikmjs that’s it. We can’t choose where we come from.

But if you know you where you want to go, will do everything to get there. That’s it Eman Baosa wants to do now Pacquiao. Although he has the name of the champion his Father, now doing his own name and place. Winner by unanimous decision, Eman Bacosa. He said he was ready to get hurt and fall but will rise again and again and fight.

Let me ask for your autograph. Thank you. I have this with Manny Pacquiao. I’ll keep it for you I’ll take care of you, grandpa, I’ll take care of you too Why are you standing in front of me? Grandma’s too  I don’t know, I don’t know understood what happened to you can be sure that he will do it we have everything for him did you really see nothing, Adam? Nothing did you hear Is there someone wandering here among us? Those who fear pus’t mind.

The devil uses that to cling to human genius. You know who it is should you pray you don’t see? Bong eats dead, has a cat’s eye, has pelagic wings Get stronger when full moon Be careful with your next ones to say You know about the repent from  talking about to attract its attention. Is that the other one that is the worst? joint that you faced? I’m not titing until I’m not catchy we will not kill our neighbors God you want to see me be obedient of God all who approach

Kim, sorry to tell you about that day when you got the call.  Two days before that we knew that there was a problem. Emman texted her mommy. He said, “Ma I’m in an emergency right now, but don’t worry. There’s no self-harm, but I need to go to a therapy center.” We tried calling her, no answering.

And then on the second day, um, I woke up in the morning, may Felly’s message, uh I have terrible, terrible news. I already knew I was stuck my knees are soft. I said, “Lord, this is it.” So I called Felly and Felly said, “Uh, Eman’s gone.” Mr You know Eman because she looks like her mother it’s his physically. But that’s a habit. That’s my habit. I’m crazy too.

How crazy we are. She had the best of both of you.  The best of both. Yes. She had academics mind of the the Bob. She had the looks of the Bob. But she had my craziness. I will decide whether it will relapse or not. Because the guest is the bill his challenge, the bullying is severe it’s not his.

And then she got so bashed for it. And then I watched him. I said, “Is this a trigger?” It might trigger her being bipolar. It might get her depressed. I can’t use his videos I’m blocked. I can’t stitch or do a duet. No. Hmm. Said I said, “Eman, why? Papa, I’m already called a nepo baby If we’re seen together, I’ll be a real nephew baby.

I’ll be one of those regular nepo babies riding on you. I want to do this on my own.” Nope telling me that. Because the children that they did not express. But he tells everyone. How much am I do you know?  Take your time, Kim. You know what I am thanks for? Eman is dead but the Lord gave me 19 beautiful years. And only be the Lord gave Eman to millions of people in those 19 years.

There are many my son wants more Chem. I don’t want this interview. No words, no questions either. But can I just listen to your stories about Emmany. I think that’s how you call her ‘ba. Emansky. My pet name is Eman It’s Emanski. Hmm. And you know she allows me but it’s okay Jessica um I’d like to think that uh my daughter Eman didn’t die in vain.

Everything has reason When Emman died asked I to the Lord. My habit is with the Lord everyday is everyday because we know that Eman sick m and we knew that she’s bipolar and she had a few attempts in the past and my prayer to the Lord every single day was for this not to happen for Emma to be safe, for Emma to be happy, for Emman to heal.

M  yet this happened and I know that nothing happens uh as an accident and I know that uh all things work out well. Uh everything is planned by the Lord. I don’t see now where to go but I know Jessica is beautiful. I know that this will this this is not in did not die in vain. There is a reason and a good feeling that gives me peace It’s okay.

Okay. How are you? I’m good. how are you coping? I’m good because you’re there there we have visitors today at home and uh I’m good. But it’s grief It comes in waves. Um sometimes suddenly falling Now I’m fine. So I don’t want it alone because when I’m alone a little heavy  How about Felly and your two other kids? Ah Felly is strong.

Felly is a very strong woman. Um, what’s the way of him? Felly’s coping, she’s very busy. Uh taking care of uh the details of the wake ah to the removal of those in house repair during our trip. We are from LA how many days So that’s what keeps her ugh sane and keeps her not grieving too much.

I’m the emotional one in the family, but right now I’m good. Your children they’re good. Jose was uh he help in LA. He is the one who walks of the papers there. That’s because he lives there in America. Jose is very strong and uh  Eliana is strong as well. I raised very strong kids. Uh  well even Emman I thought was very strong but I didn’t know that deep inside she was also suffering.

No because she put up a very strong front happy front yet uh she was suffering and she was in in Bait. No.  Hmm.  Yeah.  She talked about it. I know that from the vlog interview by Tony Gonzaga. she told that she was terrorized by her nanny. Hmm. Oh you know Jessica, we were keeping that secret because we found out about those.

We know those details. Uh in one of her attempts in the past ah he has talked to therapists and psychologists say this is the cause of that. He had PTSD or posttraumatic stress disorder and the that’s the reason. Hmm. and those He told me many things to Tony Gonzaga. And we were keeping that secret because we wanted to protect her.

We were just surprised when suddenly he revealed it in the interview. Nope He only brought that out to Tony. She kept on talking about it openly with passion. Hmm.  In her TikTok, in her guesting. Open he is That’s why we thought that she’s okay  because despite her pain,  she was reaching out. Despite her pain, she is telling a story. And that’s a sign that you’re okay. Hmm.

So felt she was okay because she was what she was his mental health advocacy. The His advocacy is not to be depressed. Hmm. Turns out she was suffering. So the 2 his years in social media where he met so many um many he was released like that that we were keeping secret as a family but she was she was really what is she putting out? he tells the story himself telling stories And Fedy and I said it’s her way of healing because You talked about how you are getting better.

Mwento he still pains. Hmm. Did she share those with you, Kim? She never did. She never did. After that the therapist told us those it happened we only found out there and then we talked about it. But she kept it secret about the things that Nanny did. Yes. Yes. She kept it secret and uh I did not know.

We didn’t know that it had a bad effect on him until the therapist talked to us. Hmm. Because Our experience down at Yaya, like the ordinary nanny. Ah, we thought so His discipline is quite firm which we thought it was good. That’s what we did I see something like that. Hmm. So where is that nanny? Naa his province.

Ah ah ah not anymore we ah we are not looking for and we don’t talk anymore. And I’m sure you know that. And uh again uh what else can be done?  Yeah if it can be done. That’s over. But she was she also talked about being bullied he said he was at school. At school? Yes. Yes. Umm in today’s tech era it’s very easy to bully.

The the Bullying today is not just about school and not just face to face. Hmm. When you get home and open it of your social media continuously. 247 the bullying today. And she was bullied that way in school and uh she suffers  she was bullied in school and then there was bullying online. Yes. That’s it online bullying Jessica ah I was watching her very closely.

I base it on whether magre mag will relapse or not. Because that’s it his guest the bill challenge is terrible bullying him, right? Hmm. First of all, that was so unfair because that was a marketing employee. It’s not like that was a marketing when it was first released he released it That’s a guest bill challenge, and first because she was called out by a website called I think Republic Asia.

Hmm.  And calling her out is your privilege should know this marketing gimmick they were taken but not you that can be explained by bashing bashing that’s him Hmm. And then for watching I have him. I said, “Is this a trigger? It might trigger her being bipolar. It might get her depressed.” i saw fight back I advised her not to talk.

Said I said, “Eman, just let it die.” Hmm. But he spoke, fought, defended himself. She did it so well. Eman speaks well. Yes. Yes. Good. And I said, “He’s okay ah.” He’s not, he’s not triggered. Ah, he was not depressed, fight back It’s okay. Eman is okay. For the past 2 years Eman is okay eh um he is not what he is not depressed no episodes no matter what you check K how she was doing on social media with all the bullying that’s why I engaged with her in social I am a media commenter I watch all the comments on Eman

I really don’t know why I’m so angry eh and then everyday I ask her you okay are you good I’m okay dad is always like that I’m good all good dad that’s the code we are you good all good papa Hmm.  But she was not good. But it’s eaten it’s not him. You were saying he asked for permission to go on social media. Please. Yes.

Said by papa I want to be an influencer. I really want to go Emma Emma is going to be painful. They’re going to bash you. I can take it He said.  And so I thought she was taking it. But he informed. Dad is a veteran. I’ve been here for so long and I still get hurt. Eman. You get hurt that.

What happened happened because how do you raise a kid without social media? You know because Eman is a digital native She was born with it eh. Because we are Jessica, we know if what real life We know if what social media are we still apart from? we are also not separated. When they were born with social media eh.

When they were growing up there was social media that’s it. Their social life is social media eh. So they were born there to them. That’s the reality so it’s difficult for them.  And they were also referencing you huh. Well yeah because he’s my son. But do you know even if they refer me a Emma really doesn’t want to be together we are really into social media.

Because it is I saw that he has a strong following. So I ride it sometimes while stitching us, sometimes we date. That blocked me. I can’t use his videos I’m blocked. I can’t be stitch or duet. No. I said, “Eman, why? Papa, I’m already called a nephew baby.” And they say that I’m a nephew baby that they like.

If we’re seen together, I’ll be a real nephew baby. I’ll be one of those regular nepo babies riding on you. I want to do this on my own. So I went in fairness to Emman, he shined on her own. I am copying him. He shined and I was a million surprised which is the following Even more to me And Eman’s following is all over the world. Hmm. All over the world.

A lot he is The reason why she went to LA also, he has many friends there. People he met on TikTok who became his friend I’m watching that some of his videos. Hmm. And she was this bundle of energy. very clever boy, very witty, very talented. I mean, to have done all of those things. I know? Rock climbing, even gymnastics it’s the boy.

She was such a fashionista. And then the beauty of energy. The energy is very positive. Yes. He is creative. Yes.  And she was, you know, unfiltered. She was raw, authentic.  Authentic.  Yeah.  Authentic. And uh that’s the one the quote that those who were seen dancing were thought insane by those who could not hear the music.

Eman heard this music that only she could hear and she found it beautiful and she was dancing to it and she was inspiring people uh on social media. The quantity he really touched Jessica.  Which one? I know she you said she was diagnosed with bipolar. Bipolar. Yes. So where was he there for everyone when seen by people online? What is seen online the happy one.

He doesn’t show it the sad one The biponer is what that is when it’s too much fun and when it’s too much that’s fun falling e. Very gentle again. But what she was showing people were the ones he was very happy, joyful, inspiring moments. Hmm. But uh not people did not see what she was going through in private. Yes.

Now I just want to honor my daughter and uh ah uh ease the pain. It hurts to die Jessica’s daughter. When you die of father or brother that hurts. But losing a child hurts. Because he was with you when you mourned what if what if I spent more time with my daughter? Would she be alive? What if I didn’t send her to America to study? Would she be alive? What if I got another nanny? Would she be alive? The a lot like that.

So the pain is dying of the child because there is remorse in self But this is all part of the grieving process. I’ll just go through everything but i’ll be okay I like to go back to work. Let’s just finish it. I don’t know what to say. Know what to say, Kim? What is it like Lord even if you give it? I have cancer, okay. I’ll put up with that.

Physical things are easy Bait. You’ll be patient with that. But you have a child. It hurts painful you don’t know where the pain comes from. It just hurts. Sick of everything. I said Lord even if you give me bone cancer, I’ll be patient. I pray Eman is with you every day. I have questions for the Lord but my faith in him is not changing I still thank him for everything.

I know that for good reason and I know that the Lord did this because I know the plan is good. I still have faith in the Lord but I ask and I know that he will answer in time.  It gives me comfort today even when you’re in this darkness you see that light at the end of it all.  So I’ll continue to praise the Lord.

Uh the Lord has blessed me with so much, Jessica. Uh I’ve been so blessed. My family has been so blessed. I bless him and I praise him when times are good. And I’m in darkness now. I’m in a very dark alley, very dark valley, and I continue to bless him and praise him. Umm God is good all the time.  What grace Kim that you can see that light at the end of this long dark tunnel?  I’m so happy that uh I met Jesus Christ, Jessica.

If I didn’t, I’ll be in that dark tunnel. Maybe I have a dead end too eh. I don’t know where I’m going. But this it gives me hope that I know that uh this is all for Green. Yes. Eman did not die in vain. Kim, I’m sorry. Tell a story please. That day when you got the call.  Oh my gosh, Jessica. Oh that day uh two days before that we knew that there was a problem.